Tuesday, 23 February 2010

  • How about not?

    Everyone I've ever known loves to talk! and see, I just don't get it, because I don't like conversation... I'd rather slip right through the door and go hide in my room, thank you very much! It's not fair that I have to feel like a freak just because I don't wanna talk about nothing like those other freaks! Maybe I'm just weird... ??? What do YOU think!?

Monday, 22 February 2010

  • If you were God....

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    So I was up last night just thinking, unable to sleep and I started to wonder....

    What if you were God.... In the beginning God created..... What would you create? If all you had was a black expansive void to work with and you could create anything you could imagine, what would you create? The challenge to this is actually thinking of something never before created. Maybe a new color? Maybe your world wouldn't even have colors..... The options are endless... but as I was thinking about it, I realized that everything I thought of was just an advanced version of something that already existed.

    So think about it... How amazing must God be if he could think up all of this just off the top of his head. The crazy thing with humans is that our minds do have limitations. As I tried to think of a new color it felt as if I was hitting a wall in my mind - one that could not be broken. No matter how hard I tried there was no way I could think of a new color.

    Try the exericise yourself. Maybe there are some geniuses out there that can imagine something new, IDK. Try it yourself and see.

    Much Love,

    Aspiretodream

  • Social Anxiety

    How many of you out there experience social anxiety, and when?

    I have a pretty serious case of social anxiety and I hate it. I feel like a freak when others come around because I don't say anything and I know they think that it's weird. It is extremely abnormal but that realization does not make it easier to deal with it. I think the best way to help is to exercise because it relieves a lot of that tension, but I don't go to the gym much. I'm more of a couch potato. I like to read and write and stuff. I guess I could be classified as an introvert. I know there's nothing wrong with being an introvert but if I can't even barely talk to people then it is an issue. It screws up my life, because I may be introverted but I still am a social animal like everyone else. We are all social animals. Without social activity it feels like something is missing, because something is missing.

    Tell me about your own social experiences. We all have bad social situations, so, what are yours? Tell me about your good social situations too. I know a lot of times I don't feel like being social but when I force myself to be social I end up feeling loads better afterwards. I want to LIVE but without any friends that's hard to do. Give me some inspiration, people!

    Much Love,

    Aspiretodream

  • My little ball of fur from heaven!

    imageFetchCAZ92COA I have a beautiful 9 year old Pomeranian boy. His name is Fuzzy. He is absolutely my baby and there have been many days where I probably wouldn't still be around if it wasn't for him. He's pulled me through all the hard times in my  life. He loves me and only me! He'll bite anyone but me which has proved to be a problem in many situations, but he gets away with it, cause he's a spoiled brat! I wish I had his life LOL he just sits around all day and eats and gets pampered. <3

    I need to tell everyone that Pomeranians are my Anti-Drug! So everyone go out and get one! LOL j/k! Fuzzy was an abandoned dog so I took him in and I recommend to others to also go out and "adopt" a dog from an animal shelter. I volunteer at my local SPCA and it is so sad to see all the animals in the shelter without a home. Most of them had a home at one point but their owners got rid of them!!! Why do people do this? I think everyone should learn to treat animals just like they would a baby, but then again, there are a lot of orphans. People pretty much suck. Why get a baby or an animal if you really don't want it?

    So... any one else out there with an animal that you treat like your own baby? I also have a turtle, hamster, and a parakeet that I take care of. But overall in the entire house there are 3 dogs, 3 parakeets, 1 conure (bird), a turtle, a hamster, and a donkey, so we pretty much have a farm going on here, but I just love animals! Anyone else as fanatical as me? I want to be a Veterinarian and change the laws in America to be better for animals.

    Thanks for reading!

    Mucho Lieben,

    Aspiretodream

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    P.S. The picture on the screen is NOT of Fuzzy. I don't have any of his pictures on this computer so I just got a photo from the internet of a Pomeranian so everyone reading would know what they looked like. Cute aren't they? =P

Sunday, 21 February 2010

  • First Blog!

    So here goes to my first ever made blog!!!! Woot! I feel so important now, since like everyone else I know already has some sort of blogging website they are a part of. Not sure if anyone I know is on here though.... so until I know I will have to be extra careful of the things that I say! *shhh* don't tell my mother! J/K. I'm not a very explicit person so I'm sure I'll have no worries. So... honestly I have absolutely NO CLUE what to write!

    so the latest thing on my mind is how to be a more excited person, because I find that these days recently everthing has seemed rather BLAH! Not to sound completely morose, but my life sucks! I have barely a job and I pretty much sit in the house all day and i don't even really know what I do.... hmmm? So yea it's pretty boring and I NEED so desperately to find things to do but I live in VA and there is just simply nothing to really do. I guess I could go ride my bike... Ha! That would be a funny sight. I hate having to just walk. I'll be fat in 20 years, no doubt.

    So seriously, what am I supposed to be writing? I'm so confused! I think I'll go read some other peoples blogs to help me figure out what I'm supposed to be doing! LOL Till later... Peace Out!

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